I hate this all so much. I am clinging, fucking clinging to the idea that BSG knows my passwords somehow, but it still doesn't explain...how did Jill know when she would die? That's where it all falls apart. That and...I keep having these memories, this sense of deja vu or forgetting something important, and in one of the first few posts I mentioned that I lost time as a kid and Jill lost the same time...what does that mean because I still don't remember that time  and I don't even remember not remembering it most of the time and I googled it and it's not normal to be missing memories from as old as six years old and it was in the forests so what the hell does that mean?

Today is my 21st birthday.